Two Minds Crack

We are at an impasse. Will I go home or won't I? It seems an easy decision to make logically but emotionally… aaargh! When we ended our conversation last night, it was again "decided", in a very conditional tone, that the best thing was for me to go home and give birth there. But not in June anymore but in July. I wonder how long this resolution will last before we change our minds again... :)