silencio

I have been unusually quiet for several days now. I'm in the middle of dealing with my separation anxiety from the hubby while also doing some anticipatory grieving at the same time, hoping it will be enough to keep me from bawling on the day itself. BIG, BIG, BIG SIGH... I'll be flying back home this coming Saturday already. Right now, I'm trying to psyche myself into staying drama-free but I don't know if I can manage it. It's a little silly for me though to be so emotional about the whole thing because he'll be with me in September when I give birth. Unfortunately, I hate for us having to be away from each other again... I'll be missing everything about him and being with him. Who am I going to bully with my favorite "I'm pregnant!" line? Oh, I don't want to get started so I'll shut up now.